{"id":805,"date":"1994-04-25T15:55:28","date_gmt":"1994-04-25T19:55:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/?p=805"},"modified":"2020-05-18T11:43:13","modified_gmt":"2020-05-18T15:43:13","slug":"soaps","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/soaps\/","title":{"rendered":"SOAPS (1984-1994)"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p><a id=\"title_quote_link_558669\" class=\"title\" href=\"https:\/\/www.azquotes.com\/quote\/558669\" data-author=\"Jane Fonda\">My greatest asset is that I am constantly changing.<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Jane Fonda<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<h2>Another World<\/h2>\n<h2>(1994-95)<\/h2>\n<p>It\u2019s five twenty-eight a.m. when I exit through the double glass doors of my apartment building.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>The cold January air stings my face as I descend the front stairs, but I take my time in the hopes I\u2019ll run into one of my neighbors, perhaps an early morning dog walker, so I can wave at them before slipping into the back seat of the black sedan.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>But it\u2019s so dang early no-one\u2019s around.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>This is the first time <i>Another World<\/i> has sent a car to bring me to the studio.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Usually, I take the D train on these ungodly early mornings way out to the far reaches of Brooklyn and barring any unforeseen subway glitches I\u2019ll be there in ninety minutes if I\u2019m lucky.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I relax into the backseat, close my eyes, and breathe a sigh of relief.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Fifty minutes later I\u2019m at the studio.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>I drop my bag in my dressing room and head over to hair and make-up.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Sitting in the make-up chair still a little bleary-eyed deep in thought, I gaze at my blurry reflection in the mirror.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>My once long brown hair is now short and red.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I was so devastated when my husband left that out of defiance I cut all my hair off and dyed it red.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Marcia Clark, the head prosecutor on the O.J. Simpson murder case recently, out of desperation I presume and due to all the negative press surrounding her looks, permed her hair.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I once permed my hair\u2014it was a disaster and I don\u2019t care for it on Marcia either.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>It takes away from her authority, giving her a somewhat comedic appearance. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_390\" style=\"width: 570px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-390\" class=\"wp-image-390 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-5.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"560\" height=\"440\" srcset=\"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-5.png 560w, https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-5-300x236.png 300w, https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-5-400x314.png 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 560px) 100vw, 560px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-390\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Jill Dalton as Alyse Brenner on Another World. c. 1994-1995<\/p><\/div>\n<p>My character on <i>Another World<\/i>, Alyse Brenner, is a prosecuting attorney like Marcia, only I\u2019m working on a child custody case.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I\u2019m modeling my character after Marcia and tell myself I\u2019m watching the trial for research, but the truth is, I\u2019m fascinated by the trial and mesmerized by this remarkable tenacious take-no-prisoners woman.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Marcia\u2019s been in the DA\u2019s office for thirteen years, and this is her twenty-first murder trial. There she is swimming in a sea of sharks dressed in fancy suits with smug attitudes strutting around the courtroom like they\u2019re God\u2019s gift and she doesn\u2019t put up with any of their BS. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span>Turns out Marcia and I are kindred spirits. When she was young she lived in New York City and was an aspiring actress.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>She\u2019s now 40-years old, like me, and currently going through a nasty divorce, also like me.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>And on top of the huge pressure from this high profile murder trial, she has two small children at home she\u2019s responsible for.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I, on the other hand, am just trying to pay my rent.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I can\u2019t imagine what she\u2019s going through, but my thoughts are interrupted when the make-up artist hands me a business card and in hushed tones explains confidentially,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u201cThis doctor\u2019s done everybody\u2019s eyes on the show.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>He even did Goldie Hawn\u2019s eyes.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Go see him.\u201d <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>I take the card, head back to my dressing room, and stash it in my wallet.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Once dressed in my navy blue suit and peach blouse I head to set for another day of defending my clients&#8217; right to keep custody of their adopted daughter.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>At one point out of frustration, my client jumps up and yells at the Judge.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I jump up to reassure him, \u201cLet me handle this Charles.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Then trying to smooth things over I say, \u201cMy client is under a tremendous strain, Your Honor.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I\u2019m sure you\u2019ve not forgotten that Mr. Riviera (the child\u2019s birth father) kidnapped Luisa (the child in question) and lied about it to the court-appointed social worker.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>But it seems, like Marcia, no matter what I say or do the case isn\u2019t going well for me or my clients. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_388\" style=\"width: 602px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-388\" class=\"wp-image-388 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-2.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"592\" height=\"442\" srcset=\"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-2.png 592w, https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-2-300x224.png 300w, https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-2-400x299.png 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 592px) 100vw, 592px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-388\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Jill Dalton as Alyse Brenner on Another World c. 1995-1995.<\/p><\/div>\n<p>After my scene\u2019s done I stop by the production office to say hello and pick up my next script.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>The perky blond production assistant tells me, \u201cHey, the producers like you a lot.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>They want to expand your part.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cReally?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>That\u2019s fantastic.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I say, overjoyed at my good fortune.<\/p>\n<p>Let\u2019s face it I\u2019ve been knocking around as an actor in New York City for twelve years.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>For the last ten I\u2019ve done tons of extra, under-fives, and day player parts on the soaps, and now at long last, I have a recurring principal part on <i>Another World.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i> <\/i>Gazing at my reflection in the bathroom mirror I figure maybe I do need an eye job\u2013I might as well go see the doctor.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>During our consultation, I watch as he opens the top right drawer of his large oak desk, pulls out his sketchpad, and begins drawing my eyes.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cYou know,\u201d he says.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cYour eyes are your most distinctive feature.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You have Betty Davis eyes,\u201d he chuckles.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>We chat for about an hour, and he tells me, \u201cYou don\u2019t have normal eyes so if any doctor says you can have a regular eye job, you should run for the hills.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>But don\u2019t worry.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I\u2019ll do a great job and have you back on camera in three days, and no one will be the wiser.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cGreat,\u201d I say, but secretly I\u2019m terrified. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span><i><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_389\" style=\"width: 603px\" class=\"wp-caption alignleft\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-389\" class=\"wp-image-389 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-3.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"593\" height=\"442\" srcset=\"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-3.png 593w, https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-3-300x224.png 300w, https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-3-400x298.png 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 593px) 100vw, 593px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-389\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Jill Dalton as Alyse Brenner on Another World c. 1994-1995.<\/p><\/div>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\"> And it\u2019s odd, but I haven\u2019t heard from <i>Another <\/i><em>World\u00a0<\/em>to book my next day of work. \u00a0However, every day<\/span>\u00a0without fail I watch the O.J. Simpson trial on Court TV for pointers on my character, of course.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>One afternoon at 2 p.m. I switch from Court TV over to NBC so I can see what\u2019s going on over at <i>Another World, <\/i>but instead of finding Bay City, the fictional town where <i>Another World\u00a0<\/i>takes place, I discover the O.J. Simpson trial.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I immediately switch to ABC and there it is again.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Quickly I change to CBS and to my shock and dismay all three channels are carrying the trial. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Seems I\u2019m not the only person riveted to Court TV.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0Turns out<\/span>\u00a0ninety-one percent of the viewing audience is glued to the tube watching the trial of the century.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 And b<\/span>ecause of ratings, all three major networks turned their daytime schedule over to the O.J. trial.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cDon\u2019t panic,\u201d I tell myself<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cThis can\u2019t go on forever.\u201d <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u201cDamn it,\u201d I scream at the TV.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cI finally get a part and it\u2019s preempted by O.J. Simpson!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 O.J. d<\/span>o you have to take up all the airtime?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You\u2019ve had four successful careers: football star, sportscaster, Hertz Rent A Car guy, bad movie actor, and now accused murderer.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Okay, dude, your days are numbered.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>My phone not ringing, I\u2019m unemployed so I\u2019ve got lots of time and I\u2019m going to win this case and put your sorry ass behind bars where you belong.\u201d <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Suddenly, Marcia Clark appears in the courtroom wearing a red suit with a really short skirt.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u201cMarcia, What are you doing?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You don\u2019t wear red on camera.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>And that skirt\u2019s ridiculous.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>And that friggin\u2019 permed hair makes you look by a clown.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You need a makeover.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I was supposed to have a makeover.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>An eye job.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>But all that disappeared because of this stupid trial.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>So step aside Marcia.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>There\u2019s a new Sheriff in town.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I\u2019m gonna put on my classic navy blue suit, which is what you should be wearing,<i> <\/i>and win this trial.\u201d<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_387\" style=\"width: 612px\" class=\"wp-caption alignright\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-387\" class=\"wp-image-387 size-full\" src=\"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-1.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"602\" height=\"470\" srcset=\"https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-1.png 602w, https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-1-300x234.png 300w, https:\/\/performingartslegacy.org\/dalton\/wp-content\/uploads\/sites\/109\/2019\/03\/AW-1-400x312.png 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 602px) 100vw, 602px\" \/><p id=\"caption-attachment-387\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Jill Dalton as Alyse Brenner on Another World c. 1994-1995.<\/p><\/div>\n<p>Day after day, month after month, along with the rest of America, I watch and analyze the witnesses and evidence, and become one with the proceedings.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u201cMarcia, that guy\u2019s an airhead\u2026Brian \u2018Kato\u2019 Katlin..whatever his name is\u2026surfer\/actor\/permanent house guest, dude. Marcia, are you kidding me?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Get him off the stand\u2026and stop flirting with Chris Darden?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Just stop it.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You\u2019re on national TV.\u201d <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u201cWait\u2026what\u2019s O.J. doing?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Are you kidding me!<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Are you kidding me, Marcia?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Why is he trying on the glove?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Why did you allow that?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Jesus, he\u2019s got his fingers splayed.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>No one puts on a glove like that.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>\u2018It\u2019s too tight.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>It\u2019s too tight.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>They don\u2019t fit.\u2019<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Of course, it doesn\u2019t fit.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>It shrank.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Marcia, you need to tell them.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Come on.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You need to say, \u201cIt\u2019s been bled on, and wet, and frozen and unfrozen\u2026leather shrinks, and nothing goes over latex.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u201cIf it doesn\u2019t fit.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You must acquit.\u201d <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0&#8220;Shut up, Johnny!&#8221; I holler at the TV.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>\u201cAnd this LAPD dude, this Mark Fuhrman guy who discovered the bloody glove.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>He\u2019s a racist, Marcia.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>They have him on tape.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 Why<\/span>\u00a0didn\u2019t you vet him?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I\u2019m mean, what the hell\u2019s going on over there?\u201d <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>DNA evidence?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>That\u2019s your rebuttal?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Big yawn, Marcia.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Nobody knows what DNA evidence is.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>And your expert witness, Fung, Fong\u2014whatever his name is.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Could he be any more boring?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>The jury\u2019s asleep, Marcia.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>A-sleep.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>The trial\u2019s over.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You lost.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>It doesn\u2019t matter anymore.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>It doesn\u2019t matter that they found O.J.s blood on the back gate and Nicole and Ron\u2019s blood in his white Bronco, leading up the path to his house, and on his socks.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Nobody gives a shit, Marcia.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>It\u2019s too late.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>The race card\u2019s been played.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>That trial\u2019s over, baby.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Payback for Rodney King. \u00a0And with that, I turn off the trial of the century and refuse to watch.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>And that trial goes on for almost nine months. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/p>\n<p>Marcia lost, but I don\u2019t feel too bad for her.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>She did get a 4.5 million dollar book deal to tell your side of the story.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>And during this entire trial\u2014this entire almost nine months I never heard one peep from <i>Another World.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span><\/i>And my little non-contract reoccurring prosecuting attorney principal part I loved and needed so badly simply disappeared back into the immortal ooze from which it came. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Sitting on my antique Victorian cinnamon velvet couch I bought for twenty-five dollars back in 1974 I feel panic start to set in.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>It rises up and grabs me, \u201cHow ya gonna pay your rent?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Huh?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You\u2019re gonna be homeless.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Living in a cardboard box on the streets of Manhattan.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>That\u2019s where you\u2019re gonna be.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>You\u2019re alone.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Over forty.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Unemployed.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Your life is over.\u201d <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Biting my nails my mind spins, \u201cShut up.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Shut up.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Shut up.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Who asked you?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Go back to hell where you belong.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Oh God, maybe my ex was right, I should have been an accountant.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>The panic turns into fear and the fear turns into heat.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>And the heat travels like a blow torch up my spine and explodes out the top of my head. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>And then it hits me. Of course, why didn\u2019t I think of that?<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>I head over to my desk that overlooks the Museum of Natural History where the blue sky, trees, green grass, and daffodils comfort me. Pull out the special envelop from Citibank which houses the magical predatory checks and, for the second month in a row, write a check to my landlord to pay my rent. \u00a0I place the check into the envelope, address it, and breathe a sigh of relief. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Next, I take out my postcards and begin writing, \u201cDear So and So, I\u2019ve completed my recurring part on <i>Another World<\/i> so I\u2019m available for work.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Please keep me in mind.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Thanks so much, Jill.\u201d<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Then I head into my kitchen, pull out the Bon Ami, and begin to clean because for some strange reason every time I scrub my kitchen I book a job.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>My greatest asset is that I am constantly changing. 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